complicated and stress bersatu...

wow...lama nyer xupdated my blog..rindu jugak nk membebel kat my blog nie..hehehehe...
i cuma nak share cerita for the few week or day nie..stress make me crazy...hidup penuh dgn complicated pny..klo xcomplicated it does mean life...so my stress ader part2 nyer..hehehe..(pelik la ader jugak part ek)...hehehe..okey for the 1st part...


part my life..my soul n my feeling...
is hurt to accept something yg i pk sesuatu yg i dah lpskn tapi i kne pk jugak..erm sound like comfius plak..mcm ni..i kne pk utk sesuatu yg i dh lps kn..but why i kne pk b'coz bnda tu mmg sbb i..ok i want say sory to sape2 yg terasa something yg i buat i xpk panjng..tpi boley x klo i kata selama ni i sll pk hati org n sbb terlalu pk pnjng la i jdi mcm nie...org yg xpenah pk pnjng psl i..bila dorg rse i ley accept all this thing that make me something like 'sampah'...im sory to say that words...but i manusia biasa yg ade tahap kesabaran jugak...selama ni i berdiam diri..i mcm org yg xder prsn coz i pk hati org..i xnk sakit kan hati org..even hati i ni hampir hancur berkecai..tpi org still pk i ni bila wat sesuatu tak pk pnjng..apa yg i ley kata cuba la ingat blk bnda yg lps..adakah u pk pnjng pas apa yg penah u wat kt i...ade kah i pnh kata kan kat org, yg u xpenah pk pnjng bila wat sesuatu..xder, all this thing i keep in secret..why coz i dun want the people talk something stupid to u...pls forgive me..if ape yg i buat tu make u feel marah sgt kt i..i xkisah if u nk benci i..go on..mngkin tu la the best way for u..but not me..




part 2...bout works plk...
hate to say all this thing..why it hurt my feeling...mungkin ape yg berlaku ade hikmah disebalik nyer..tapi untuk menghadapi kenyataan itu amat menyakit kan hati dan sanubari ku....i baru nk menikmati hari2 dewasa...saat bergelar pekerja..bangun pagi2..kejar bus..have something yg i must do...but tba all this thing hilang begitu saja..harapan hanya tgl harapan...i terpakse mencari kerja lain...mungkin rezeki i ditempat lain...mungkin lebih bermakne...i xnk buruk kan sesiapa biarla hanya org yg tahu cerita ni je mengasihani i..i xkisah ape org nk kata yg i ni ape ke...yg penting i nk cari sesuatu yg halal yg dpt menampung hiudp i suatu hari kelak...apa yg i dpt katakan disini..i akan merindui kawan2 opis i..MJ, tasha n aizat..we still friends..maybe all this thing yg happen make we open our ayes to more careful.. hope u guys get a better jobs in future...amin...